Merdeka !!

i plan to go sg wang for merdeka concert.
wilber and danny is performing.
too bad. i cant make it.
knock off at 10. haih.
was real busy today. just the two of us in the shop
after work, mr.seo & mr.adrew fetch me and joanne.
well, i ask them to fetch me to kl. but they say its gonna be jam.
beggars must not be choosers.
so i cant say anything or force them to fetch me there, right? sigh.
actually i feel like taking public transport to kl, just to see wil & dan. but... ...
andrew then brought us to the park near his house.
he said that we get to watch nice fire works there.
for your info, andrew's house is just opposite of pyramid.
we then went to the park. waited until 12.
me & joa were so excited. cant wait to watch the nice fire works.
yea. "nice fire works'' imagination.
get what i mean?
there's no fire works. -.-"
mr.andrew!!!!!! CRAP!! haha.

new nickname for him G-E-N-I-U-S !!
what a special merdeka celebration we had.
i regretted for not going kl. haih.
after that, we headed to andrew's house.

later on, to soon heng’s house as well.
went for morning walk around his housing area, 3am. crazy.
got home at 4 something. tired & sleepy.

genius, we didn't blame you laa. lol.

at the park.

deary joa & me.

joa, genius, me.

daryl, joa, genius, me, soon heng.

my deary joanne

315 imissyou

silent night

my dearly grandma went to bangkok for holidays.
nobody is at home, besides maid.
gotta sleep alone for 3 nights.
its gonna be total silent at home.
my second day working. still trying hard to adapt the new environment.
its really tiring though.
mr.andrew became my part-time driver. haha.
asked him to fetch me back home from work for 3 days as im not driving. don't wanna waste such money on the parking and petrol. plus if im gonna take public bus back home, its gonna be very late.
ching visited me today. thanks girl.
i miss you guys.

happy moments

i miss those happy moments with my peeps.

went many places, events, live concerts with them. travel around.

and i think i should say thanks to "D''.

because of him, i get to know them.

because of them, i get to know more friends.

they are really nice friends of mine.

they can consider as the closest friend of mine, perhaps.

although we just get to know each other for about 2 or 3 years,

but you guys are so caring towards me, always lends a helping hand.

and i still cant forget the night at taman connaught.

not because of the terrible incident that happened to me.

you guys didn't even blame me, especially you "E''.

not forgetting ''SH'',''SY'' and many more.

you guys accompany me the whole night instead.

all of you are just like my sisters. you know who you are.

since 525, everyone of us became even closer than ever.
i really miss those happy moments traveling around with you guys.

get to go many new places, meet many new friends.

whenever im with you guys, i feel happy and comfortable.

i can talk as much as i can.

i can laugh as loud as i can, like nobody's business.

i can joke as lame as i can.

because i know that you guys will laugh happily whenever i talk something really stupid.

you guys do seriously crack me up with laughter.

and im really touched with the kindness of you guys.

for now, because of studies and work, the chances of hanging out with you guys are getting less. the schedule is not that flexible as what i thought.
you guys really meant to me alot.

im always think that im not fortunate compare to the others.

i don't get what i want to have in life.

i don't have parents to love me like the other parents do.

i have to rely on myself for every single thing.

i blame myself for having a miserable life.

i wish i could be like others.
sometimes, i feel that living in this world is meaningless to me.

im really tired and sick of all these.

anyhow, now i realize that how fortunate i am to have you guys as my friends. and many friends out there as well.

looking forward to hang out with you guys again. =)

happy moments with them.

soo yin, soo hui, eve, me.

(cute eyes) haha.

the kindest girl ever.

thanks eve for the pictures.

stay tough

There are good people and bad

And the ones that make you sad.

And I don’t think that theres ever a time

When there isn’t a crime.

But along with the bad

Theres always some good.

Some People dont acknowledge that

And I think they should.

Your blessed with what you’ve got

Don’t ever let your dreams get shot.

Keep on going, stay strong

Just enough to get along.

Life can be rough

But don’t give up,Stay tough.

Just hang in there

Pain isn’t just on your share.

Your not the only one.

You might think that they don’t have a clue

What your going through.

But other people feel that pain too.

Their feelings just might not have shown

But remember, your not alone.

So don’t mope around

Or feel sorry for yourself

Remember, all you have to do is stay tough

It will all be over soon enough.
Maggie May

don't cry.

don't worry.

don't fear failure.

dinner

5 of us plan to have dinner at delicious 1u, and movie as well.
mana tau, they got a message says that pei jie & jia wang gonna be at wings music cafe, seri kembangan. last minute. sigh.

argh! my delicious brownies gone! green tea ice cream gone!

nevermind la. until im fully recover from flu and cough only we go delicious. hehe.

then, we headed to seri kembangan. so darn far.

well, had dinner there. the food was still okay lor.

had a great time watching them singing. and of course with the 4 of them too. haha.

we requested many many songs. but they didn't sing any of the songs that I've requested.

one of the song that i find it quite interesting & funny was the ''fruits'' song.

'' rambutan rambutan, durian durian, polomer polomer, mangga mangga.....'' something like that.

haha. didn't know that there's such a song like this. lol.

after everything has finished, eve then fetch me back home.

reached home at 1 something. slept at around 3 am. Z.z.z.z.

lemon, soo hui, eve, kei, soo yin.

the sakai-s. haha.

Tagged by Shin Sar

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time : 2.38 pm

Name : michelle wong pik kei
Sisters : -
Brothers : 1
Shoe size: 7
Height: 164cm
Where do you live : PJ, Malaysia
Favourite drinks : chocolate cream/chip, iced peach tea, iced honey lemon tea, passion fruit, milk
Favourite breakfast : maggie mee with egg, roti canai with milo ice.

Have you ever
Been on a plane : yes. went kuching and china. that's all.
Swam in the ocean : yes. with baby sharks and little tiny fishes.
Fallen asleep at school : of course! i always do. haha.
Broken someone's heart : definitely yes. sigh.
Fell off your chair : er. cant remember.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : YES !!! especially during high schools.
Saved e-mails : yes, those nice and meaningful emails.
What is your room like : aww. i've been kicked out from my own room. haih.
What's right beside you : err. someone whom i don't know and computers.
What is the last thing you ate : mihun with wantan soup. lol.

Ever had
Chicken pox : yes. few times.
Sore throat : yes. having now.
Stitches : nopeee.
Broken nose : choi!! never!!

Do you
Believe in love at first sight : probably yes. but i don't think it works.
Like picnics : hmm. i think so.

Who was were the last person
You danced with : friends in club.
Last made you smile : my deary grandma. =)
You last yelled at : my cousin brother, joshua. haha.

Today did you
Talk to someone you like : nope. could hardly talk to him. he's so far away from me. so don't ever think about get to talk to him face-to-face.
Kissed anyone : nope.
Get sick : yes. got a bad cold. coughing.
Talk to an ex : nope.
Miss someone : yes. i do really miss him. sob.
Eat : 3 hours ago.

Best feeling in the world
Do you sleep with stuffed animals : nope. i don't realy like it.
What's under your bed : nothing.
Who do you really hate : both of 'THEM' who brought me to this world.
What time is it now : 3.09pm

Random
Is there a person who is on your mind now : yes, got alot ler.
Do you have any siblings : 1 younger brother.
Do you want children : yes, after i got married. about 4? haha. 2 boys & 2 girls.
Do you smile often : often? nopee.
Do you like your hand-writing : yes! i love my hand-writing!!
Are your toe nails painted : yes! silver color with bling bling stuff. haha.
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : er. anyone.
What color shirt are you wearing now : black
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday : doing my econs assignment. almost done!!
Are you a friendly person : nopee!! i don't think i am.
Do you have any pets : nope.
Where is the person you have feelings for right now : singapore. =(
Did you hold hands with the person who mean anything to you now : nope.
Do you sleep with the TV on : nope. seldom watch tv nowadays.
What are you doing right now : doing this tag laa. what else? isshh..
Have you ever crawled through a window : nope. haha.
Can you handle the truth : it deoends.
Are you too forgiving : it deoends.
Are you closer to your mother or father : i got no parents.
Who was the last person you cried in front of : jiat shen.
How many people can you say you've really loved : too many of them.
Do you eat healthy : nope. that's why i fall sick easily.
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex : yes. taken by my handphone.
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you : yes. i cry easily.
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : besties. or my bf (if im in a realtionship)
Are you loud or quiet most of the time : quiet of course. especially in college. i don't know why.
Are you confident : NO! NEVER!

5 things I was doing 10 years ago
1. i was standard 2, a new student in SRJK (C) Chen Moh. moved from JB-SEREMBAN-PJ.
2. playing masak-masak, and other childish games. haha.
3. was Grade 5 in ballet. the youngest among all of the ballerinas.
4. still learning piano.start learning since 4 years old. got no grade at all because i don't like the theory. therefore didn't sit for the exam.
5. both of my parents divorced. 10 years already, and i still have vivid memories on the argue and fighting scene which almost cause someone to death. terrifying.

5 things on my to-do list today
1. have dinner with soo hui, soo yin & evelynn.
2. finish up my ASSignments.
3. movie
4. back home
5. sleep

5 snacks I enjoy
1. cheese cakes
2. very berry strawberry ice-cream
3. rocky sticks
4. sweets
5. chocolates

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
1. settle and pay back my college fees asap and study at overseas.
2. buy luxurious brands. LV, Gucci, Prada, and so on.
3. buy my dream car, mazda rx-8, dream house, pent house.
4. share half of my money with my grandma & auntie vee yee.
5. adopt children from world vision, donate & charity.

5 of my bad habits
1. pessimist
2. got no confidence
3. stubborn
4. got no patient
5. sensitive

5 places I have lived in
1. Johor Bahru
2. Seremban
3. Nilai
4. Serdang
5. PJ

5 jobs I've had (including part time)
1. cashier
2. waitress
3. sales assistant
4. promoter
5. -

5 people I tag
1. Christine
2. Samantha
3. Joanne Lie
4. Joanne Lim
5. Fiona Lim

happy

finally, i got back to FGA CYC last saturday.
went for the first service.
well, all i can say is the people there were really nice.
im in the 'heart 7' cell group, with jasmine. thanks girl!
went to mamak with the 'heart 7' peeps after service.
i was really HAPPY on that night.
i could hardly have the happy feelings nowadays. =(
i talk alot and joke around with them. being abnormal. haha.
usually i don't really talk much. unless im with my besties.
its great to back to CYC again!
thanks to terry for fetching me there and back home as well. =)

''walk with faith, believe in God,

God has His own plans for us"

___________________________________________________

some random pictures with my cousins.

cousin sis evonne.

cousin bro joshua.

work hard

good news for me.
im gonna start working next wednesday. wee ~
''Adidas Original, Mid Valley''

well, i would definitely stay longer for this job. yes!!

i have to finish up my assignments asap.
since im gonna start working next week.
if not, i don't think that i got enough time to finish all of the assignments.
right after my class, went to mid valley to meet 'smarty'.
had lunch at kim gary. thanks for the treat. hehe.
then start working on my assignments at starbucks, the gardens.
he left at 5 something, and im still here, blogging. lol.
he is so darn smart. that's why i ask him to teach and guide me.
thanks for everything.
gotta work hard!!

'' this life is yours.
take the power to choose what you want to do and do it well.
take the power to love what you want in life and love it honestly.
take the power to walk in the forest and be a part of nature.
take the power to control your own life.
no one else can do it for you.
take the power to make your life HAPPY.''

haih..

finally, there's someone to pair with for the english research.
i would definitely die if im gonna do it individually.
yes, its true.
as what she said. ''you are also weak.'' -.-"
well, i do know about that.
im not as capable as them.
im not as good as them.
im not as smart as them.
that is why im here to learn.
haih. the proposal is killing me. arghh!!
what more about doing the mini research.
well, this semester is gonna be very hectic, i supposed. haih.
as this is the last semester for the foundation year.
time flies. haih.
currently tempted to work. running out of $$. haih.
got no income. haih.
gonna find other part-time job real soon. but......
should i? haih. :(

im not feeling well.a little feverish.sore throat is killing me.

lost feelings

'' You know that feelings,

When your feelings lost,

When your mind toss,

When your eyes cries,

When your life lies,

When your emotion confuses,

When your heart refuses,

When your thoughts shames,

When your breath strains,

When your mouth dries,

When your tongue ties,

When your thought freezes,

When your never pleased,

Well maybe thats just me. ''

i' ve lost the love feelings.

the feelings is no longer the same as it was before.

the feelings is gone.

bring back the love feelings.

would you?

♥ my new target - Park Tae-Hwan ♥

im not working these days.
rotting at home, bored.
actually its good for me though.
get to have enough of rest & sleep.
assignments keep pounding up. arghh.! :(
luckily, few of the assignments are due on october. phew.
well, i find that im not interested in economics.
i don’t really like it. haih.
but I cant choose statistics either.
because Im a dunce at math, forever will be. I do really hate math. :(
im doing the english research individually.
no one to pair with. issh.

anyway, have been watching Olympic Beijing 2008 these few days.
and I found ''someone''. tee-hee.
proudly present to you, taa-daa……
‘’Gold medalist swimmer, Park Tae-hwan, 朴泰桓 of Republic of Korea’’
Nickname(s) : Marine Boy (pikkei’s boy, haha)
Nationality : South Korea
Date of birth : September 27, 1989 (1 year elder than me?!) *wee*
Place of birth : Seoul (I love this place) *winks*
Height : 183 cm (6 ft 0 in) (damn tall huh?) *perfect*
Weight : 74kg (163lbs)

he won the 400m freestyle. *applause*
congrats to him. :) *happy*
up to now, I still think that he’s the best looking guy among the swimmers. *thumbs up*
don’t believe me huh? well, my taste ain’t that bad okay. haha.
here's the pictures of this charming guy. ♥

'' YES! I WON! IM THE CHAMPION!! "

nice & fit body *blush*

aww. isn't he cute? =)

''time goes by fast, people go in and out of your life.
you must never miss the opportunity to tell these people how much they mean to you.''

15th, momentous day

Please read this with the patience of a saint, it’s rather long.

15th of march, memories.
This is the day where a guy & a girl both met each other.
Today is the 15th of august, it has been 5 months since then.
She had vivid memories of him.
Deep in her heart, fine memories she keeps.
Memories of all the good times they shared started flooding back in her mind.
The first time they met, had drinks at starbucks, bangsar.
They just get to spent about 60 minutes together at that night.
“Before sunrise & before sunset” by ethan hawke.
It talks about 2 people who just met and have only I night to spend together.
He was the one who told her about this.
On the 15th, the first time they met, and that was their last time as well.
“There’s something about mary” this is what he told her.
Unexpectedly, both of them dislike thick yellow mee & durians & love spaghetti.
She still remembers his favorite day, Tuesday.
She love chatting & talking to him as she feels comfortable, relaxed & happy.
They shared many things, personal problems as well, although they just get to know each other in a short period of time.
And they have just met only ONCE.
He’s such an irresistible nice guy that made her fall for him.
Fall very deeply indeed.
Throughout these 3 months, they pretty much messaging.

Sometimes, they do talk over the phone, but very seldom.

Her little soul takes flight and flutters whenever he calls her.
He was still in the army camp back then, and he was kinda busy with his duty.
Sometimes, he didn’t have time to message her.
She stayed up late every night just to wait for his message.
She does really care about him.
She feels unhappy and down when she didn’t get his message.
She always wonders what he is doing when he didn’t message her.
She will never know about it.
A simple message from him certainly could cheer her up.
He’s definitely important to her.
There were many times, he didn’t message her for many days.
The message she got from him is getting lesser and lesser.
She knows that he might be busy with his stuff.
But, is it so hard for him to send her a message just to tell her that he’s busy?
Can’t he just spend some time to message her?
It will only take a few minutes or even few seconds to send a message. Isn’t it?
She felt that she was a nonentity.
She was really upset.
She misses him so badly.
She misses his sweet & lovable messages.
She wants to hear from him so badly.
She wishes that he is here with her, but not there.
She wishes that they will be together everywhere.
She doesn’t dare to make the first move to message him as she was afraid.
She was afraid that he will never reply her message.
She was afraid that he will find her annoying & got irritated.
She was afraid that he was just fooling around with her.
She was afraid that he already had ‘someone’ in Singapore.
There were so many things that she was afraid and worried about.
Well, both of them had a little distance. Quite a big distance in fact.
DISTANCE – the main problem.
2 days after her 18th birthday, she made an irrevocable decision.
She wrote a mail saying ‘bye’ and sent it to him. It was a pretty long mail.
Well, all she can say is that both of them are just not meant for each other.
She has been ignoring him for about 1 week since the day she sent him that mail.
Since then, he started to send her message frequently.
She was thinking, if she didn’t send him that mail, will he message her then?
‘’ 15th march I remember, its almost 3 months I last saw you. It was like just yesterday. You’re just 300km away from me. It takes me 80mins to run 16km, so it will take me 25 hours’’
‘’you know, the message u sent me mean something to me, of course im greatly affected by it. I don wanna lose u.’’
‘’you have been in my heart all this while. Im sorry that I didn’t give you enough assurance.’’

It was rather touching.

No doubt that her inbox was full with his messages.
She kept every single of his message since 15th of march.
It made her tears each time she read his message.
To be frank, he certainly didn’t give her enough assurance.
She can’t blame him though, and she can’t expect too much from him.
It’s because they are just FRIENDS.
He was right. Both of them were drifting away from each other. It’s true.
He wanted to make a trip to kl in july to meet her.
He said that the distance is killing him. He’s so much looking forward to see her.
But she refused to meet him.
He said that all he wants is to clean up the misunderstanding & miscommunication.
Well, she doesn’t want and never reply his messages at all.
She knew that she was rather mean, treated him in such a way.
No one could ever know how she feels, her feelings towards him.
Her feelings are beyond description, unspeakable & too awful for words.
She still misses him very much.
She still thinks of him persistently.
Whenever she bumped into someone who looks like him, it makes her think of him, as he runs through her mind all the time.
Whenever she listens to her favorite song, “bye bye”, it makes her think of him.
Whenever she thinks of him, tears came flowing down her eyes, non-stop flowing.
She doesn’t know what to do towards him.
She doesn’t know what she wants, perhaps.
Well, the moments may only last a few seconds, but the memories will last a lifetime.
She may regret the way they ended, but she will never regret what they had.

'' If you love someone, tell them.
Broken hearts are often caused by unspoken words.''

i need strength

thanks jasmine teh.
she does always send me message to cheer me up & comforts me whenever she read my new post.
we know each other at FGA church few years back.
she's being such a nice girl.
thanks for your caring, girl. appreciate it. =)
too bad im not able to join them for church camp at peacehaven.
hope you guys will have loads of fun yea.
and this is what she sent me last night.
'' rely on God for strength!
even though it's hard to cope with life.
God will guide u!''

'' i can do all things through Christ which strengthen me.''

(Philippians 4:13)

give up

i give up again!
no longer work at juice works.
worked for 2 days only.
i can't take it.
on the first day, they teached me how to cut a variety of fruits and vegetables.
its not easy though.
especially the pineapples.
have been cutting boxes of fruits during this 2 days. arghh.
i was thoroughly fatigued.
and i accidentally cut my finger. it bleeds.
and it still hurts. haih.
i know im useless. hopeless.
the worst part was the cleaning part.
there were many blend machines to wash.
and there was one filter machine.
stored all those unwanted dirty stuff.
they asked me to wash it. wtf.
okay, i wash. wash every single thing. puke.
i do seriously feel like vomiting.
besides that, im a rubbish collector as well.
and it stinks like hell.
wash the machines, wash the container, wash the fruits, cut the fruits & vegetables, refill the ice-creams, sweep the floors, clean up the tables, arrange the chairs & tables, throw rubbish, this laa, that laa and so on so forth.arghhh!!!!
sounds easy? try and see then you will know how it feels.
(don't blame me pleasee.. as this is my first F&B job.)
for me, i do seriously cant take it.
i can die anytime.
IT'S KILLING ME !!!!
maybe because im a new staff, that's why they insist me to do this and do that.
really got lots of things to do.
i will never work in f&b line. not anymore.
i still prefer doing sales or promoter.
haih. i miss echo park. sob.

my back bone wasn't in a good condition.
don't know if i hurt it during the old days.
as i was involved in many sports tournament. basketball especially.
to be frank, it kinda hurts whenever i sweep the floors. haha.
it was not an excuse. and im not being lazy.

yeah. u must be thinking that i will never be a good wife or mum in the future.

because i can't do this, i can't do that.

in this case, then im not gonna get married.

im gonna be a spinster!!

i don't know what to do right now.
im dying soon.
BYE everyone!

i miss him. T.T

fxcker

the train was delayed again. again and again!
i hate ktm. waited for hell long.
therefore, i was late for class. 30 minutes late. arghh.
the train was really pack.
there wasn't any space left in the cabin and yet all of the people keep squezzing in.
an indian girl was standing right on front of me.
the ''indian smell''. eww. i cant stand it.
i could hardly breathe. seriously.
lifted my head up grasping for ''fresh air''.
suddenly, i could feel that someone is touching my ass.
my back is facing a malay man.
initially i thought he did it accidentally.
who knows that the fxcker still doesn't wants to remove his fxcking hand. WTF.
i then turned around and starred kao kao at him.
he saw me starring at him as well.
but that fxcker just act nothing. isshh.
at that moment, i really feel like punching him. creep.
well, i've got no guts to do that.
if i do have the guts, i would definitely say this to him : ''fxck off!''
haih. this wasn't the first time that happens to me.

i vomited twice in the morning.
don't know what's wrong with me.
not really feeling well though.
i don't wanna fall sick again, please..
i need to work really hard nowadays.

i got a message from him last night.
it has been almost 1 month since the last i got his message.
i thought i'll never get to receive his message anymore.
i hesitated for a moment when i read his message.
wonder if he sent to the wrong person.
don't know if i should reply him.
well, i didn't reply him.
a simple message from him could cheer me up. it used to be.
but now, a message from him would make me tears.
i do still miss you and think about you too.

Dear Lord, i promised that i will get back to you. Amen.

pessimist

i've already quit the new job.
gave up. this job really doesn't suits me.
my arm and feet were swollen.
this job really sucks.
i cant stand it. although it was just a few hours work.
it made me tears.
i was thinking, am i really that useless?
yea. im useless.
now i realize and understand why people doesn't mix around with the useless ones.
a pessimist, i am.
lack of confidence.
low self-esteem.
low-spirited.
i wasn't like this in the past.
i've changed alot. my personalities.
i've changed, not getting better.
from bad to worse instead.
why? i don't know why either.
i just feel that im useless.
i wonder how am i gonna survive for the rest of my life.

went to klcc to look for part-time job in the afternoon by lrt.
found topshop. those staff were damn lansi.
showing their lansi faces. issh.
i was damn pissed.
i wouldn't wanna work there for sure.
can't find any job.
as most of them need full-time or part-time for everyday basis.
when i was about to leave, found juice works.
well, im gonna start working tomorrow.
glad that i found a part-time job. phew..

dinner time.
brought my dearly grandma and cousin joshua to pizza hut.
after that brought them to starbucks.
thanks to dearly auntie vee yee.

pizza hut.

starbucks.
my favorite drink.
chocolate cream/chip.

i believe that every dog has its day!

08.08.08

Happy 08.08.08 everyone!
Happy 18th birthday to May Gin too!
well. im gonna start my new job today.
its gonna be tiring for sure. sigh.
anyway, wish me luck yea. =)

i've been alone these days in college.
i feel lonely. i dislike the feelings.
it makes me don't feel like going to college.
even the closest friend of mine in college doesn't seems to bother to talk to me.
well. i've gotta get use of it. loner's life in college.
sit in the class alone. eat alone. talk to no one. remain silent and quiet. and do every single thing alone.
don't know what's wrong with me.
3 more months to go. until my foundation year is complete.
then everything will be fine. i hope so.

Be happy! then everything will be fine!

smile, michelle. =)

my mind

'' When my mind is still and alone with the beating of my heart,

I remember things too easily forgotten :

The purity of early love,

The maturity of unselfish love that asks -- desires -- nothing but another's good,

The idealism that has persisted through all the tempest of life.

When my mind is still and alone with the beating of my heart,

I can find a quiet assurance, an inner peace, in the core of my being.

It can face the doubt, the loneliness, the anxiety.

Can accept these harsh realities and can even grow.

Because of these challenges to my essential being.

When my mind is still and alone with the beating of my heart,

I can sense my basic humanity.

And then I know that all men and women are my brothers and sisters.

Nothing but my own fear and distrust can separate me from the love of friends.

If I can trust others, accept them, enjoy them,

Then my life shall surely be richer and more full.

If I can accept others, this will help them to be more truly themselves,

And they will be more able to accept me.

When my mind is still and alone with the beating of my heart,

I know how much life has given me :

The history of the race, friends and family,

The opportunity to work, the chance to build myself.

Then wells within me the urge to live more abundantly,

With greater trust and joy,

With more profound seriousness and earnest service,

And yet more calmly at the heart of life. ''

Manhand ♥

Manhand, my favorite group in local perhaps.
i just get to know this group for about few months.

i seldom listen to cantonese songs.

unless i like that particular singer.
and all of their cantonese songs are really a way cool.
Manhand is totally different from the others.
im sure that you can’t find any other groups like them in local.
buy their album. reasonable price and affordable.
their album concept is really unique & nice. seriously.
much more nicer than the other albums out there.
It’s really worth it to have one!
well, you will definitely in love with it.
who knows that you might be the next one who goes crazy after them? lol.
check them out at manhand.net.

MC Toy, MC Bee, Von, me, DJ Point, Daeren. ♥ i love this pic.

♥ DJ Point. ♥

5th of august.
i wonder if you have got outta camp.
you are totally out of my sight, but you will never be out of my mind.
take care.

party night

Happy belated 18th birthday to Angelynn Toh !!
went to Maison and celebrated her b'day.
my 2nd time clubbing. lol.
had lots of fun dancing at the dance floor.
as i promised myself not to drink, and i really did it.
although there were many people asked me to drink.
''no, thanks!" this is what i answered them.
as im not good in drinking. seriously.
a glass of long island is enough to make me K.O. lousy me.
and i became the driver since im the only one who didn't drink.
drove soon heng's honda civic. cool. such a nice car.
road blocked. nothing happened to us. lol.
went to McD at ss15 for a drink at about 5 something in the morning.
after that all of us went to andrew's house. slept for 2 hours only.
then headed to puchong for breakfast, had dim sum.
what a fun night we had! =)
credits to tung tung for the pictures.

me and dearest joa.

me, tung tung, joa.
yee hui.

Mcd.

breakfast.

i may look wild to you. but it doesn't mean that im an open girl or what you think of okay.

dude, don't judge a book by its cover.

Friendship

"When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most us,
we often find that it is those who,
instead of giving much advice, solutions, or cures,
have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a gentle and tender hand.

The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion,
who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement,
who can tolerate not knowing,
not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness,
that is a friend who cares."