hey everyone,

TODAY IS A BRAND NEW DAY!

between the devil & the deep blue sea.

I can't fight the feeling.
It's so intense, I can't deny it.
I want to hate it, but im loving it.
I can't escape it, it's my heart's desire.
It's so commanding, i can't resist it.

cherrychris,
im trying to.
believe me.
it's just a matter of time.
i hope i can make it.

my popo was trying to avoid me from being kissed.

haha.

therefore, i kissed the toy poodle. :p

this year's cny is super duper boring.

absolutely dull. sigh.

don't you think so?

im missing someone's voice which i heard 2 days ago.

If a guy truly likes you, 

but for personal reasons he needs to take things slow, 

he will let you know that immediately. 

He won't keep you guessing, 

because he'll want to make sure you don't get frustrated & go away.

REMEMBER: Men are never too busy to get what they want,

especially the woman they are really into.

Rebecca Jane's Farewell

HAPPY CHINESE "NIU" YEAR!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

may all of you blessed with good health in the year of OX.

have a prosperous new year! :)

oh ya, get as many ang pao as you can. haha.

be happy yea!

dear lee ching & yee wah sis,

have a pleasant flight yea.

have fun & enjoy your trip at US & Australia.

soon heng & zheng han,

enjoy your trip at Europe & Japan too.

:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

imy.

loves. 

He's just NOT that into you

the no-excuses truth to understanding guys.

currently so into this book.

to all lovely ladies, be smart.

dream

have you ever been told by someone that he/she dream of you,
and the next following day, you dream of that person too.


shall not think too much.

going crazy

i cut my hair again, even shorter.
it's been 7 years ago since i last cut it this short.
i still remember last time whenever i go for a hair cut, for sure i cry.
the only precious thing i have where you can find in me is my hair.
whenever i go out, people would say :
waa, your hair is so long./ i like your hair.
blah blah blahhh.
everyone is asking me, why did you do that? why did you cut you hair? you look better in long hair.
blah blah blahhh.
sabar sabar. hair will grow one okay.

you know what, im seriously going crazy.
i really need myself to stop thinking about everything.
next thing you know, im gonna be BALD. NAH!
haven't reach that level yet.

one thing i can't stand of my deary grandma.
she kept repeating the past to me.
talked about that bitch & cock.
she is just reminding me that both of them are effing assholes.
yeah, EFFING ASSHOLES. you know how much i HATE them.
she doesn't know how i feel whenever she mentioned about them.
i just keep quiet cause i know the moment if i open my mouth and ask her stop telling all those things to me which i don't wanna know, my tears would just flow down.
somehow, i really wanna stay alone. just wanna be alone.

met up with Tung Tung last night.
she came back from Taiwan.
met her bf as well, a Korean guy from Holland.
he came all the way from Holland to Malaysia just because of her.
feel happy for you. :)


perhaps what you said is right, no point holding on.
he's just not so into me.
don't make myself & my life so miserable.
look at a brighter side, be positive & stay happy.
leave everything to God.


don't let someone become a priority in your life,
when you are just an option in their life.

Time doesn't wait

Time doesn't wait.
If you think you might have found the right one,
treasure the person,
don't let that person get away.
Don't let fear hold you back.
Give it a try or else you might regret later.

"No one other than ourselves know
what can truly make us happy."

REPUBLIC, Sunway Pyramid

happy family =)

chuang yung aka ah ba & pei chian aka ah ma.

yee hui & I

darlingss <3

yee hui, yi pei & I

me, yee wah, harn jiat, wei khai

jit jiang, lee ching, me, chu wei, yee hui

jiat's b'day cake

the chicks
1st row - yee wah, harn jiat, venn kay, li vern
2nd row - chu wei, lee ching, pik kei

li vern, venn kay, & I

dance floor

more pictures on facebook.
:)

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO JASMINE CHEW HARN JIAT SIS & CHEAH SHER MANN!

JASMINE CHEW HARN JIAT SIS
cant use any words to describe our friendship.
i supposed you know how much we - J3rem sis love you.
hope you did enjoy the simple celebration we had last night.
I LOVE YOU JIAT SIS! :)


CHEAH SHER MANN
my high school classmates for 5 years!!
yeah, 5 YEARS! form 1 - 5.
he used to be one of my closest guy friend back then.
i really miss those days we had in high school.
just wanna say thank you!
and im so sorry for yesterday.
can't make it for the so called suprise party.
loves. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SOO HUI & JOANNE LIE

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
CHONG SOO HUI

she's one of my besties.
well, there's too much to say about her.
just wanna thank you for every single thing that we've gone through together.
many happy moments were shared among us in this "unique" gang.
all the laughter & joys. contain lots of memories.
the happiest moments. i truly appreciate our friendship.
thanks for lending a hand whenever i need.
well, i find that the people in this unique gang is really different.
i mean, all of them are way too nice, seriously.
the feeling of being one part of this gang is really... INDESCRIBABLE.
for your info, im the youngest among them. hehe.
anyhow, may you have an enjoyable birthday celebration.
i hope you are satisfied with the gifts we bought.
loads of LOVES.



NEXT...


HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO
JOANNE LIE HUI LING!

thanks for being such a nice course mate.
thanks for willing to help whenever i need it for course work & studies.
truly appreciate it.
JB girl must help each other yea. *winks*
feel happy for you as you found your happiness.
btw, it's way too sweet huh, you & the bf. LOL!
loves.
:)

something i find it very interesting.
someone find me that im actually a lesbian.
yeah, im a lesbian.
so to the girls out there, warned you first, stay away from me otherwise you will be my next "prey".
so what if im a lesbian?

i had my hair cut.
like finally, freaking cut my hair SHORT.
not trim anymore, but cut.
yeah, it's real short compared to the previous length.
say bye bye to my damaged hair & split ends.
so that my new hair will grow nicer.
just like saying bye to the past which is haunting me.
so that i could really move & look forward.
i really hope i could do that.
what's the point of keeping long damaged hair?
might as well just cut it all and let it grow again, right?


no point holding onto something which will never ever get to be yours.
no point hoping for something which will never ever come true.

how would you feel when you know that someone you love has already fall for others?
i think it hurts, a lot.
nevertheless, i think i deserved it.
as im the one who messed up everything.

i sleep pretty early nowadays.
around 11pm.
however, after only few hours of sleep,
tend to wake up at 3, 4-ish. wth.
i just couldn't really sleep well these days.
btw, my appetite is groveling back slowly.
don't feel happy for it.

i think, i think too much.

somehow, pretending that everything is okay when it is not at all,
it KILLS.

something remind me that today is the 15th again.
well, it's already the 10th months.
no miracle happens.
it was just all of my wishful thinking.

*touched* thanks my dear.

"My dear,you know we love and care about you. It's just that we can't be there for you 24/7 but you know that we still love you alot. Please bare in mind that if you want to talk to me, I'll be there for you alright?! My dear ju-on, I don't want to see ju-on's face anymore, cause it's pretty UGLY!!!Where you know how to admit that you look like a ju-on. I can't tell you that I know how you feel cause I don't, I can't tell you I understand everything you've gone through, cause I haven't tried it before. So all you can do now, is forget everything that has passed, and live the for the future, live for yourself and live for God, but not anyone else. Any prob you face God is always there for you, it's just that you want to find Him or not."

"Cause if the volcano had not chosen this particular day and time to erupt ME *to me* wouldn't know how much should I treasure the one beside you, or the one you have or might not have, means treasure it when you have it."


Love,
Carine.


Ju-on says :"Thanks for loving such a Ju-on like me.
cause i know not everyone could accept the one I really am.
but hey, im a Ju-on, not everyone likes me though. haha.
cause Ju-on is scary. ;p
anyhow, thanks for the love & caring.
at least Ju-on knows that there's many of Ju-on "fans" out there. lol.
Ju-on has nothing more precious than the friendships.
thanks"

WTF

met an absofuckinglutely lunatic, maniac & bloody idiot on msn.
that bloody idiot fella was using the name of one of my close friend.
so i thought it was him.
he asked me to on the webcam, so i on.
and he strated talking nonsense.
"you are so pretty, sexy and stuff".
then i know something is going wrong, as that friend of mine never praise me and say such thing to me.
he then asked me to take off my clothes, i was like, WTF?!
he even asked if i wanna see his fucking cock.
i was damn gao pissed cause initially i thought wth is wrong with my that friend.
until i saw the email add. it was another fucking idiot.
damn fucking insane.
yeah, i know it's my fault.
not being alert & caution enough.
but hey, i really seldom webcam though, rarely.

DAMN YOU!!

i think i seriously need to change a new email add for msn.
there's too many of unknown people on the list.


learnt a lesson today.
hell great.

11-01-2009 Wei Khai's b'day party

such a big group

darlings & wei khai the b'day boy

becky, lee ching, pik kei, chu wei, harn jiat

darlings & JJ

my lovely sisters

finally 6 of us were together

the best and sweetest pic ever
cherish & love the 5 of you.

MR. ANG WEI KHAI

WEI KHAI BRO,
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY
TO YOU!!

tee- heee. :)
attended the surprise party yesterday.
stay tuned for pictures.

after few weeks of break & rest,
it's time to work again.
just started another office job today, secretary.
many things to learn.
hope everything goes well.
gonna work throughout weekdays & weekends.
enjoying working at office & echo park as well.
just wanna keep myself busy with work.
at least i won't think too much about any other things for the time being.

well, there's a lot of baby January.
lots of birthday parties coming up.
and CNY is just in few weeks time.
sigh.

a little feverish.
the feeling is killng me.
damn sucky.
i swear, no more next time.

going back to Echo Park tomorrow to help out until CNY.
only on weekends.
but it's at sg. wang outlet.
i miss those days working at EP mid valley.

emo night

im really sorry about last night.
i know it's hell troublesome to take care all the drunkards.
PUKE.

i feel much more better after crying out loud.
thanks everyone.
for lending your shoulder, ears, and so on.
not forgetting the cleaning part as well.
THANKS A ZILLION.

i hope we didn't ruin your party.
nah, CHIVAS ruined it.

feelings

i have for you.

can't explain..

i have been thinking about loads of things lately.
i don't know why.
couldn't sleep well these days, insomnia.
woke up in the wee hours of night.
tossing & turning on the bed.
sick & tired of feeling this way.
and what i couldn't believe is that im losing my appetite.
bad symptoms.




being able to survive it doesn't mean that it was ever okay.

can't help

but to think of it...

even the sky teared.

what can i say more?

tend to think alot when im alone.

many thoughts i have in my mind.

aww. a year older.

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU,

MR. ANDREW TAN !!

another year older.
haha.
well, it's nice to have you around.
looking forward for your birthday party!

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING.

don't feel like writing much nowadays.

it says it all.



too many things to sort out.

helpless.

HSP - Higly Sensitive Person

had a little conversation with Dexter the other day.
what he said is kinda make sense.
he know kinda well about me.
he said HSP describes me PERFECTLY!
according to him, im a HSP - HIGHLY SENSITIVE PERSON.
yeah, i agreed!

in short, my emotional stimulant is stronger than the other normal person.
i feel things that others don't.
i enjoy things that others don't.
when im happy, i may be the one enjoying anything more than anyone else.
but when im down or frustrated, i will feel more depressed than a lot of people.
according to him, when he first met me, I was smiling & laughing, seemed to be happier than anyone else.
hmm. what he said is kinda true though.

so are you a HSP huh?

New Year Eve 2009

Kenneth

"Kaki Judi"

the beauty king - Yee Hui

group pic

sisters

sweet couple ~

bumped into Crystal sis

Chun Yong & I

Wei Khai & I

Ka Hong & I

Adrian & I

Rebecca Jane & I

Shieng & I

Lee Ching & I

Coussy Sarah & I

Yee Wah & I

JJ & I

Jee Heng & I

Josslyn & I (this pic would be perfect without the guy behind)

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009

in the twinkling of an eye, here comes another year.
it's 2009.
have a blessed new year everyone!
how was your celebration of new year eve?
was it fun?
mine was pretty fun.
celebrated with my sis & bro gang.
it has been ages ago (i really mean it, AGES) since the last all of us gathered together.

we booked 2 rooms at sunway pyramid towel.
pyramid was really packed.
most of the restaurants were full house.
we went Dragon-i for dinner.
then, it was about time to countdown.
fire works at sunway lagoon, nice nice.

sweat like mad & it was really stuffy.
so after countdown, back to hotel.
supposed to have liquor drinks but end up just beer, heineken. cut-steam.
then, accompanied coussy sarah to pyramid as her mum is fetching her home.
we saw many people playing with the spray thingy.
while walking towards the entrance of pyramid, sarah & I kena spray by a gang of indians fella & few chinese guys. damn it.
we tried to avoid but inescapable. they just came up to us and spray.
frantically, we knocked on each other's head. ishhh.

back to hotel, they were playing the "sign" game.
interesting & fun!
i slept at 4 something whereas the others stayed up the whole night if im not mistaken.
woke up at 8 something then we went home.
continued my beauty sleep. haha.
and i woke up at 2pm. lol.
anyway, i enjoyed the night i had.
how about you?

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!!!
ALL THE BEST THROUGHOUT THE YEAR!!

let all the bygones be bygones.
start a brand new year with blessed, joy, peace & love.
the most important thing is to be HAPPY.
yeah, im trying to be happy all the time.

I laugh without cause because i've gone stark raving mad,
not because i've found the true meaning of happiness.

i've been thinking about you all these while too.
imissyou.
loves.