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Saturday, July 18, 2009

with each lie, you kill a part of this world, as you kill a part of yourself...




something that i read which i think is kinda make sense.



"Time does not heal all wounds.
If it did, there would be no unresolved grief and no hurt from long ago that still upsets you from time to time.
Pain that is not faced does not go away,
it stays side and festers.
If each time you have a loss you deny it,
you'll end up with a pile of unresolved grief,
making each loss harder and harder to cope with."



there's really nothing special to blog.
i have been really busy with working since im having holidays for a month.
working is lifeless, and kinda frustrated at times.

well, i feel that certain friends are no longer that close to me anymore.
i don't know what should i do.
i don't know what should i say.
feelings are just different from how it used to be.
or maybe, i just think way too much.

nobody wants to be a loner or being alone , so am i.
but somehow, i just get used to being alone.



feelings still remain the same deep inside.
i'm doing fine.





xxx : who are your true friends?
who will really be the one for you when you need them?
xxx : your friends did try to be there for you,
you're the one who doesn't give them a chance to do so.
xxx : can you care for yourself more than for others?
xxx : is this really what you want? do you think by doing this will make you feel better?
xxx : i know you didn't hurt the others, but you're hurting your ownself.




Thursday, July 9, 2009

F I R S T ; L A S T



something which will not be easily effaced.




It wasn't supposed to end this way.
It deserves a better ending.
Doesn't it?




你的出現在無意中
卻深深撼動我



Sunday, July 5, 2009


I gave in to
The stress in life
I can't escape
The pressure seems to get me down

It's like a needle in my spine
It stings inside
Poisons me with time
I can't deal with your lies

People have said
I'm not okay
I lost my mind
Numb be till I won't feel pain again

Something is going on in my mind
Let it all go and in time you will find
Nothing is real and it dies in the lies
Suffocate feelings you hide with lies

Life has always been a problem, can't you see?

i just don't fit in . . .